A Song For My Ex

We ended quite a while ago
We said that we’d be friends
Continued hugging, kissing, sleeping
Together in the same bed
You said that you’re not into commitment
Or relationships
But you enjoyed having those moments with me
Without the consequences

I tried forgetting the feelings
That I still had for you
Went out on dates and met new people
But I’d always be thinking of you
You got jealous and possessif
Because you were scared to lose
The things that you could have with me
If I found someone new

I finally let you go
Wasn’t easy
But deep down I know
That this is the only way I can move on
Maybe one day, I’ll find someone
Who truly wants me, really loves me
And would never want to let me go
Somebody who doesn’t only like the idea of me

I’m not saying I was perfect
I did and said many things wrong
But I don’t know why I stayed by your side
Wishing you’d want me for so long
I got angry and frustrated
Got sad and I got mean
But we were never really friends
You just didn’t want to lose me

Chorus

You left me once
You left me twice
Yet for some reason
I stayed by your side
I would’ve then
But I wouldn’t now
Let you leave me again
And break my heart a third time

Chorus